Friday, November 17, 2006

The Music Is Beautiful

I love music. Who doesn't? Well, here at work I only listen to classical music. It's calming. It helps keep me at peace. I like peace.
So here I am listening to Puccinni's "Chrysamthemums" and I find myself sad and wanting to cry. It's so sad, yet beautiful. And so as I work, I find myself dozing off and seeing myself on a stage dancing. I'm in white and my hair is pulled back in a bun. My leg extends up high and then back down. I look sad. I run into the arms of a man. Strange, but the dude's in tights too. But he looks good if you know what I mean. So I'm in his arms and he carrys me off. Not sure where cause the music is still playing. Someone just interupted me. Now I'm back in the office.
What crap.
I'm back listening to it again. The thing with this song and others that I listen to, is that they are so beautiful. How can you imagine anything but something sad and loving. Sad that it makes you feel that way. It makes me feel lonely. So there's your sad. But then, being in his arms...or at least imagining it, there's the love. So there you go. Sad and Loving. Then the music hits a high pitch. Oh, oh that's it! I love that part. It's so intense.
*Sigh*
Next is Tchaikovsky's "Andante Cantabil." Am I gonna make it to lunch without ruining my make up? Cause after that is Debussey.
Oh lord help.
But the music is beautiful. I can't deny it. :)

2 Lovely Comments:

LJ said...

I could just sit with a tub of ice cream crying while listening to this music. :(

Thanks. You have a great wkend too.

LJ said...

I've been listening to opera and classical since I was young. But I'm so bad with the names. But the opera I love so much is Carmen.

Tonight I will put on some classical holiday tunes. I'm getting all excited thinking about it.