Today

I woke up to a rainy morning. Actually no, I woke up to the dripping sounds of water hitting my AC. ( SPLAT BOOM, SPLAT BOOM, SPLAT BOOM!) Well that's how I imagined it sounded. unless it was a splat and a boom from the truck hitting the pot holes out front. Either way, it was raining this morning.

Now that THAT's out of the way.....

I'm walking to the train and now I'm on it. It's crowded, but I needed that train. I didn't want to be late. But as always, I stroll in after 9. So I get on and then on the next stop, more people get on. And I see this guy and hope he doesn't get on next to me, cause he looked like he worked all night. Sure enough, he smelled like he worked all night. But the truth is, he was heading to work like everyone else. I could be wrong. But I don't see him living in the city. Sorry. There I go judging. Psssft whatever. So this guy is next to me and he smelled really bad. I feel that if I stand near a smelling man long enough, I'll smell just like him. But thank god I didn't. So he gets off the train and I start to breath again.

So you'd figure the train would empty, but no. More people get on and this short weird looking guy stands behind me. He kept on sucking his teeth and making some sort of annoying noise with this mouth. I was close to screaming. But aside from that, I would say I'm claustrophobic. When it's packed and the train stops, I sort of start to panic, but then I get it all under control. I seriously want to cry and whine like a baby cause I'm standing and it's crowded AND on top of that it's hot. At any moment, I could blow a steam so powerful, it would move the train into the next station. But the train started to move, so I'm cool.

So this girl gets on and she stands right next to me. And there's all this space to my left. Why couldn't she just go there? I didn't want to move, so I didn't. I get annoyed with stupid people. There's too many people here in NY. Some of you guys need to move out, like to NJ or something. The trains are too crowded. Go! DO IT!!

It's humid. Yeah, cause it's raining. But i've got my hair up and the fan blowing. I'm feeling better. I think I lost the point here of what I truely wanted to say, so I'll just say this: My ex boyfriend is a whiner and he pretends to be some spiritual person when he doesn't even know what spiritual is. He's stupid. He is easily influenced by a person. So if I rode a horse with two saddles on it, he'd do the same and say it was a spiritual thing. See? He's stupid.

So, I had about 4 crackers and now i'm ready to have lunch. I'm also not drinking water and taking my vitamins.

Not sure where that came from, but I'm feeling a little bit better. :)