Thinking Back

Ever think back on all the people you've meet in your life? Or the things you did? Like when I meet this guy back in 1997. He was cute, but then when he started talking, he seemed to be a passionate person about alot of things. Especially about me living at home with my parents at 26. We'd drive in his car for hours, in which I hated that because I told him I had plans in 3 hours and 12 hours later, he's still driving me around in his car! Umm...PSYCHO!

Then there was this other guy, that the more I think about him, the more I see that he's truly in need of help. Emotional and disturbing. In denial of his own truth. That he was a lying jackass. Just weird. Or this one time, I was with my cousins and we were playing in the back yard. We thought there was some bad guy coming to get us in his van. And so we ran to the back and knocked on the door to this lady's apt, who lived on the first floor. My uncle lived on the second and third floor of the house. But we were so scared that we knocked on the door repeatedly as we heard the crunching sounds of someone's footsteps coming up the side driveway. It was now intense. We were getting really scared. All of a sudden, my mother appeared. She came down to look for us and was smiling at us all.

Boy were we all glad to see my mother. She came down to check on us and there was no van out front. Unless the van left upon seeing my mother and decided not to follow us. Hmm.... Though it's not clear, as we were all young, you never know. But I will always remember being happy to see my mother and her smile. :)

Well, I guess we all have our memories, whether good or bad. But the one thing we can always do is think back in time and enjoy the good memories. Remember the funny ones and laugh at the bad ones. I have some bad or, rather I should put it, "sad" memories. So nowadays I just shake my head and laugh. Laughing is good. Helps you to keep going.

And thinking back at laughing...I was always laughing as a kid. I even recordrd my laughs while my father recorded his own scary stories on tape. I was in charge of the sound effects. (ha ha) I have to say, that's when I knew I should pursue an acting career. ;) I'd like to play a mentally disturbed person who lives a double life. A split personality type of roll. Although if you know me, you might say I do have one. But don't be fooled. Every women has a split personality when it's that time of the MONTH! SO SHUT UP!! *#&@(@*!!

>: D