It's me and boy do I feel crappy.

Lani

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I feel crappy today. My outfit today is crappy. My hair is crappy. I'm bloated and my pants feel tight. I feel like I gained weight. I lost a couple of pounds...actually about 10 to 12 pounds. And I think that I gained about 4 pounds back. I have been eating alot of junk lately and have not gone to the gym in a month. I'm afraid of gaining the weight back. Really afraid. I've never been over weight. Always skinny growing up. Now I'm in a right size, as many say, but I feel that what I have is bad. So now i'm sitting here and I feel a serious gut. But it'll go away as soon as I get rid of all the gas I have stored in my stomach. It sucks. I hate it. I would like to sit in a robe right now. Good thing I have this big sweater here. I can put it on and let it all hang out. I mean, it's not like I am fat, but I guess the feeling of being bloated can seriously mess with your mind to think you are fat. But then again, I may be wearing pants that might be a little tight and that's why I'm feeling....No no no. I'm bloated and that's that!! I have to hit the gym and get my act together. Let's see if I get to the gym this week. I'll let you know.

Okay homies, gotta run.