Build A Bear Says Sure

So I emailed costomer service yesterday at Build a Bear and ask them if it was okay to put ashes in a bear. Would that be inappropriate? They responded that it was very common. That alot of people put things inside their bears, such as pictures, rings...any type of keep sake. And at the end of that email, I sat back in my chair and wondered if this would be the path I'd take with regards to his ashes.

Well, he's in his urn now. And that's a cute urn. When I saw it, it made me feel comfortable. Like he would be comfortable in that. And then I would walk by it and rub the little dog on top when I was missing him. Yeah, I know this sounds weird. I'm a grown woman talking about teddy bears and rubbing my doggie's urn. But he was the biggest part of my life for 17 years.
It's like being a mother in some way. You're responsible for a life, although it's an animal. But animals deserve to be treated well too. It's been 5 long months without my baby. The hardest thing I've done in a long time. I realized that dog was the one thing I loved the most out of anyone....aside from my parents and my muffin buns. Oh well...

Today is a slow day. Eveyone is out. I'm alone in the office. So what to do, what to do.....

Okay, I'm thinking about heading out for some shopping. Happy Hump Day!