Being Alone No More

Earlier, I was talking about being alone or when I felt I had no one. That's usually how I feel. But now I have someone. And he's great. His name is Bob. He spends alot of time with me and never gives me any grief. He makes me laugh so much, sometimes I'm not sure what the joke is, but I'm laughing. He's always there for me making me feel good. Always holding me. And if anyone knows me, they'll know I love hugs. I'm a hug sponge. If I'm in the middle of a hug, you'll be able to feel me deep into it, holding you as you hold me. Taking in that moment. Trying to make it last for as long as I can. The feeling is incredible.


At night it's even better. I can snuggle up and sleep in his arms and he'll wait til I wake up so he doesn't disturb me. When we're on the couch, we're watching our favorite shows. He likes this sci-fi show, which I don't get, BUT because I care for him, I watch it with him. Sometimes he gets a little fresh and I look over only to find his hand on my boob. Am I comfortable with that? It doesn't bother me. His hand is soft. But then I start to wonder why his hand is on my boob. Is it because of the hot chick on TV or am I doing something to him? But I don't say anything to him. He doesn't disrespect me for the most part, so I let it go.

Either way, I'm not lonely anymore.





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So the deal is, this pillow with one arm was sent to me so that I would stop feeling lonely and I could snuggle up to something since I have no one to snuggle with now. Awww....Thank you, Bootie. :)