Making An Effort To Be Nice.

We all have emotions. It can be happy emotions, sad emotions, or deranged emotions. What ever it may be, we have emotions. But what do you call emotions that come nearly every month? Mood swings?

Today I was talking with SOMEONE and in between the conversation he said, "I know what this is. It's the mood swings talking." HA! No it was not. I was not moody. I wasn't angry and ready to cut off someone's ear. I was calm and just expressing myself. I was just saying how nice it would be to show someone a little kindness. Maybe a hug at the end of the day. But that's too much to ask. Okay forget it then. I'll just feel alone and cold.


Okay, now my mood swings are kicking in. Damn it!

Is it too much to ask for a freaking hug from time to time? A kiss on the forehead maybe? If I'm sitting on the couch quiet and looking a little frustrated, wouldn't it be nice to ask, "what's wrong? or "Hey wanna talk about something that's bothering you?" Or maybe, "You look like you need a hug. Do you want one?"

You know, if you make the effort to be kind to someone, that right there can make a difference in a person's attitude. They will either turn evil and throw up green slim on you or they will look up and smile and their angry state disappears. If people smiled more, the world would be a kinder place. Its true. Try smiling at someone. They will most likely smile back. But they might make a half ass smile or struggle to smile by starting off with a crookette smile and then a second later the smile is complete and straight. But not all complete smiles are straight. Some people just have retarded looking smiles.

Okay, so....all I want is a little love. I just want someone to be nice to me and someone to care. That's all women want. You ask a woman what she wants and she'll say love, happiness and wealth. I would have to add health in that there. So what I'm asking for is love and happiness. I like the simple things. Like someone to remember my birthday. Someone to remember that I don't like orange juice when my stomach is bad. Someone to know that I like cranberry juice cause it's a good bladder cleaner. That I like hot dogs, but I might take the ends off and not eat them from time to time. That if i'm sitting quietly on the couch for some time, that maybe I'm upset or not feeling well. That if I go to bed early, like 8pm, that maybe i'm feeling ill, so you might want to ask if i'm okay just to make sure. Someone to know that I might have a stomach episode, so they won't just ignore that and make me walk a long way and be selfish because they want to walk and get air. Someone to know that I'm a lady and I should be treated like one, cause I'm not a street walker and I don't make house calls at night. I'm a nice girl with nice values whose just looking for love. So I get upset and nag, nag, nag. A woman will never nag unless she's not getting what she needs. Or nags cause she keeps repeating over and over again that it would be nice NOT to laugh at her when she's feeling bad about herself. Or laugh when she's merely expressing her deep most inner feelings. Someone to respect her and to take her serious. Someone to know when I am NOT in the mood for games and jokes and knows that this is the time where I need to have a serious conversations. I love to joke and laugh, but not 24/7. I need a break sometimes. I am not always nice, but a bad attitude can easily change by just making an effort to be nice.