A Bugger

Ever feel you have something to say to a person but let it go? Sure you do. But if you have something to say to me, let it go. I don't want to hear it. This post is about me!

So the other day a friend was telling me some things that I found myself not agreeing with. I thought that what they told me was a mistake. They should have thought about what they were saying before they told me because since then it's been bugging the shit out of me.

So I was talking to a friend and he agreed with me about the situation. I'm here thinking whether or not I should tell this person how I feel, but then I'm thinking...when I start talking, I might not sound so nice. So I'm trying to find the right words to tell this person what I think about what they told me.

It seems these days, with all the craziness going on in this world and all the stuff I've gone through in my life, I am starting not to care about much. These days, my real true self and attitude are hiding behind my smiles and little laughs. But if you truely know me, you'll know that it's fake. I never had anyone that really, truely knew all my moves, except this one guy who I dated for a bit. He knew everything about me that I didn't have to speak. The look and my reactions made him aware of what I was feeling. But that's another story and who cares about that anyway.

But when people think they know you and they tell you things....I don't know. I'm just not sure if I should say anything. But it's bugging the hell out of me and I'm not smiling much today. I'd say it's a bugger.