Cranky?

I don't like crowded trains. And since I missed my bus, I had to take the other bus taking me to the "hell" train. It's called "hell" because it's crowded with stinking people. Stupid people. Ugly people and rude people. Today I had to deal with a crowded train and a dumb bitch next to me. I tried to stay calm during my PMS mood swings, I really do. But then someone always manages to bring out my psychotic side. But I did well, after I got a seat. I was then able to watch the people squirm around as they stood on the crowded train. I just love getting a seat.

I usually take a train that's filled with a lot of space. That comes every 10 minutes or less. That's filled with good looking people. Man, you don't know how ugly that other train is. People here on this train dress better. They're tall, handsome or tall and pretty. No one smells. IT'S GREAT!

But today I rode the other train. I usually get to my station pretty pissed and so yes, I was pissed when I got to work. I pushed a girl out of my way as she thought the station was empty. I had to get out quick. So now I am breathing better and my heart is not racing and my blood pressure seems to have gone down. Or so it feels. But that doesn't mean I'll snap again. Especially, if I go through another night like last night.

It all started when I left work at 5:30. There was a shit load of people on the platform. And I didn't get home til 8:12pm! Why??? Because the god dam transit system decided not to pick up anyone at rush hour! Ugly, smelly, you name it. They were all there. So I was like..."(Bleep) this!"

I go to another station and it's empty. But no train comes after I wait 20 minutes. So I hop on a "D" train, (it doesn't take me home), just to go one stop and get out of the station. I'm really angry at this point and I can feel my stomach starting to bug me. So I'm walking and come across a clothing store and go inside to check out a few things.

Then I leave again for another station and the same crap. Alot of people there too and it's almost 7pm. I could not stand to wait anymore, so I left and started my way to a bus stop that will take me straight home. On the way there, my stomach starts to hurt and I'm dying to use the bathroom. "GREAT! Just what I (BLEEP) need."
So I go into Barnes and Noble and use the restroom there. I'm relieved and worry free now, so I make my way to the bus stop. I get there and the bus has left.

"BLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP! BLEEEEEEEEEEEP!"

So I wait there for a half hour....."Bleeeeep" and get on the bus going home. I finally got home and was happy. And they want to raise the Transit fare up from 2 bucks?! They just raised the fare the other day! We pay more money to ride the trains and they SUCK ASS!! I don't know why I don't see gangs everywhere breaking train windows and causing havoc because of this. They should. I would join them. I would run around with my bat and break everything. Hop the trains and break the lights. DESTROY EVERYTHING!! DESTROY!

I need a snack.